I have been having this dream Dreaming about someone I have hurted a lot This person Its all strarted since end of 2018 Not long ago after he confessed Until one night He came to my dream With extremely sad face Even on my dream I could feel the sadness within my self I asked "How could you end up here?" I am asking as if I realized How bad I was I woke up And starting that day He was never skipped my mind I think a lot about how evil I was I was really scared with my fear One year ago Thats why I choose to neglect him Even right now I might tell you 1001 reasons To defend my self It might sounds like an excuse Sometimes I cried Wishing something could happen Or at least I could ask A proper forgiveness But I think over and over again I am too ashamed of my own self Coming out of nowhere Asking "Would u mind to forgive me?" I might get mad even more if I was him I couldnt even continu...